What's with the fish?
Yep, I've been wondering how to explain that one to you. But give me a minute and it will all become as clear as ink-stained water.
Ever since I was a little kid, I loved to read. I would read and read and read. I would ask for books for my birthday, and the main branch of our local library was to me a mecca and paradise of all the knowledge and stories of the world. I remember walking in and hearing that "ahhh-oooh-ahh-ahh" heavenly choir sound, as the librarians and patrons shuffled quietly in-between the stacks on the *gasp* TWO STORIES visible from the lobby where a (now outdated, as in USSR era) globe rotated in the center surrounded by brushed steel bars. Of course, I was an awkward, introverted home-schooler and I realize now that the music was all in my head and I was probably in someone's way while gawking in front of the doorway.
Well, it's 2014. I went to public school eventually, and then college, and then graduate school. I learned how to be not-so-socially awkward, and started going back church. I met a man there who loves books as much as I do, and who lets me correct his grammar and spelling (yep, a marriage made in heaven). Together we became directors of a Sunday School class at our church, and learned a lot. That's part of what I'm going to share with you on this blog.
For me, underneath it all, the world has the appearance of many complex systems, always intertwining to generate life's experiences. That may sound very cold and calculating, but to me it is a beautiful way of seeing life. God has created all of us with different gifts and abilities, and as Christians inhabited by the Holy Spirit, we receive spiritual gifts as well (
1 Corinthians 12). One of my abilities is to see patterns and systems, and to bring order to chaos by organizing things. My goal in this blog is to share with you some of the patterns, systems, and tools that can be used for organizing groups and helping them function well: hence my blog site's subtitle, "Thoughts on life and how things work."
Now for the fish.
- Being a person of many interests, I have had many hobbies. Many, many hobbies. Too many, such that I have only kept up a couple of them for more than a year or so! One of my hobbies was keeping tropical fish. My most recent fish was a Betta fish called Inkspot. He was a beautiful blue color, just like the one in my logo. I love the way these fish swim, their long flowing fins almost melting into the water like ink bleeding into a wet page.
- Another hobby was watercolor painting. Since I needed a logo for this website, I thought I might as well use something I made myself. The original miniature has been digitally blurred and faded for better contrast with the blog title text.
- Lastly, the fish or ichthys is a common symbol of Christianity. God has made me, and has made me who I am. Jesus has saved me from a world of pain and suffering, and has given me a life more abundant (John 10:10). I owe Him everything, and hope that this blog will be something that gives glory and witness to Him.
And as for Inkspot... well it wasn't just the fish's name. Another of my hobbies was working at a 19th century letterpress. I know from personal experience that ink is quite sticky. I hope what I write here will stick with you. In a good way. :-)